I have not written for a very long time. I am alive and doing very well. I am extremely grateful to be where i am now. I wish I had never left.
I dumped my drunk ass loser boyfriend shortly after my last post. I got away from all my poison relationships and closer to my family. I became me again-I was never meant for that kind of life and loss of self respect. I had stopped writing, stopped reading books, stopped enjoying the simple things. So I got myself back on track. I started working for the state, which is good and bad right now, but I'd work there for free just to get the benefits. I sold the car I had during my marriage and monthly payments along with it, and got a cute little red 80's go cart instead. I date the sweetest man in the whole world who would not love me if I didn't love myself. Life is good.
- .his fist is big but my guns bigger.